Interview with Winifred Adams
By Sed Ryan
It's a hazy afternoon in Malibu, and the breeze is picking up.
Sitting cross-legged on an olive couch in front of me sits Winifred,
a young woman decidedly determined to make her mark on the world.
As I look out toward the ocean view behind her, her features are
back-lit, highlighting her intense blue eyes. She plays with her
bracelets--the ones she informs me matter-of-factly, that she made--in
a nervous, let's-get-on-with-this manner. She looks delicate and
slightly childlike in person, a throw back to the Beach Boys "California
girl next door" were it not for the fact that this women with
big dreams hails from a tiny town in Upstate NY, where temperatures
in the winter reached in the twenty below zero mark!
"Where I grew up, there were seasons and it was so
nice! Every change was a form of movement. Here it's lovely for
sure, but I don't feel as much movement as I do when I go home.
I like big rain storms, lots of snow, you know, and ha! I don't
mind shoveling. I like the elements," she says nodding her
head with emphasis.
Q: What brought you to CA instead of NYC to do music?
A: Well, CA feels freer. It's really, just where I landed
due to life. I had lived up in the North Central Valley for a few
years and then I made my way down to LA to work with my guys down
here. And it's perfect. You see, I went to school in CO, and then
I moved to northern CA, and now I'm here. Not long after graduating
with a Bachelors in French, Winifred became a professional fitness
trainer, leaving behind all her years of learning to pursue an
entirely new avenue. What she soon discovered was surprising even
to her.
Q: It seems like you've had a few incarnations. How did you go
from being a trainer to a singer?
A: Well, I finished school and became a trainer. Exercise
therapist to be exact. And combined fitness training with the therapy.
Only, I found that I had a real desire to help people feel better
both inside and out. So eventually, I ended up discovering I had
an affinity toward healing which led me into herbology. I formed
a corporation and was off and running--no pun intended--doing training
and herbology 6 days a week. That led me to a fella who helped
me put together my first exercise video, which we shot up in Canada.
And he was friends with Jack Lenz of Lenz Entertainment. Well,
Jack had me sing for him after that all-day shoot, and immediately
said that I should pursue singing. I had always wanted to sing,
but who knew how to get there. And at that point, I had a corporation
and a full clientele with waiting list. So, what was I to do?
Q: Did he sign you?
A: No, he doesn't do that. But he did tell me to write as he seemed
to think I had something to say! At that time, I didn't know what
he meant. Though, he encouraged me to write and take voice lessons.
So, I did just that! I returned home, and gained my first sponsor
for voice lessons.
Q: Your first singing gig was at the Rockies in front of 50,000
people singing the National Anthem, what was that like?
A: It was exhilarating! I'll never forget it. My friends and some
family came out to watch and it was so neat. The baseball fans
are always appreciative of that. They are really fun.
Q: You've sung that and God Bless America quite a lot since then.
A: Yeh, I've sung it for the Mets a couple times, and for pro
drag races and ice hockey and on TV for arena football--really
a lot of venues. And you know, I took a break from it working on
these latest songs. I wanted to sing my own thing. I wanted to
DO my own thing.
Q: How do you feel about the sense of patriotism today?
A: That's funny you say that because that is one of the reasons
I haven't sung those songs out in a while. I felt the country a
little at odds with those themes and I mean whatever I sing, so
for me, I wanted it to be something people would be filled with
pride to hear. Maybe soon, it'll be time to sing them again. I
really prefer God Bless America as it soars, and I prefer the Anthem
in indoor hockey rinks. There's nothing like that sound in a whole
indoor rink while you are standing on cold ice.
Q: So you finished your demo and then you sent it out.
A: That was back in CO. I finished it and I launched it on State-wide
TV, the WB2 Today Morning show. It went over well. I played a few
gigs around town but focused mostly on sending to labels and getting
it in stores.
Q: How did you manage to get them into Best Buy?
A: Ironically, I got really lucky! I had a training client whose
client was the buyer for Best Buy. So upon listening to the demo
he thought it good enough to sell. He found me a distributor and
I ended up selling it in Best Buy. I had it on CDNOW.com, Amazon,
and at Barnes and Noble.
Q: All without a manager.
A: Yep.
Dressed in jeans with an embroidered hummingbird and a silky peach
top, Winifred comes across oddly both relaxed and strong. She offers
me some homemade ice-tea and positions herself, ready for more
questions. To my left is a Zen-like table lamp which is a common
theme to her Malibu digs. You get a sense that maybe Nirvana isn't
just a word, but perhaps a way of life.
Q: Have you always meditated? There are several meditation pillows
to my left next to the Zen table.
A: Well, for about 13 years now.
Q: And how has that affected your music?
She bursts out with a girlish laugh, and moves to sit upright
as if now we've just come upon the reason for the interview.
A: Now I know what I want to say!
Q: What do you want to say?
A: The music I'm doing now is so very different. My first cd was
meant as a demo and I got lucky to be able to sell it. But now--well,
now life is much more clear. I understand so much more. I've grown.
I know more of who I am and what I bring to the table, if you will.
Winifred moves from intensity to softness and back in a flash
and you're left watching this movie in front of you. More...
A: I am all about consciousness. People being the best they can
be. I think that is my true nature. I feel like a grand cheerleader
for all people--BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE. You know, it's an extension
of my training. I helped people believe in themselves again. And
I carry that message over in the new music. For me, life is about
love, upliftment, and well-meaningness.
Q: How does an artist today do that with the current state of
the music business?
A: The music business is tough, no doubt. But I choose to believe
there are great people out there and good people. I've had my fair
share of false promises, flakes, and jerks. But, I continue to
believe in those ideals and they are the reason I do music. For
me, to do music any other way would be like asking me not to breathe.
Q: What is your new music about?
A: Messages of upliftment, hope, love, confidence, and...well,
it's music that I intend for the listener to think about. I want
people to enjoy it musically, because it's just got some neat melodic
and catchy things in it that you don't always hear today. I'm ready
to hear more heart-felt, well-thought out material. Yeh, the industry
is still into the flavor of the month. But people aren't. People
want substance. They want something real. I am and strive to uphold
the things I sing about. It's not always easy, but it's not something
someone else handed me and said
"go emote this." It's coming from a place of experience,
deep inside.
Q: Where will you take it?
A: I don't know. Without sounding campy, I think it'll take me
to someplace. I need a proper label. I'm lucky once again to be
able to sell it, this time on Itunes. But, now I need a label to
make up the difference and move the ball forward. It's a great
expense, and a lot of work to do it ALL on your own. Know any great
labels?
Again that blinding smile is followed by an impish grin.
Q: And what if I did?
A: I'd say thank you, I guess it was meant to be!
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